clarity

prodigal dub 1 & 2

2006-02-28T05:37:00.000+08:00

Mother please be strong
Don't take it hard on yourself
Blame someone else
Don't let him slip away now
Father's never home
'Coz life's been so hard since losin'
Losin' you
So please come home soon
Mother please be strong
Don't take it hard on yourself
Blame someone else
Don't let him slip away now

Near his sister stands alone
Who's to know she's okay
Go blame yourself
We've got to save her
Children of the sun
Don't hide away from your pain
Please come back home
No, don't you run away now
Mother please be strong
Blame someone else
Don't let him slip away now
Don't let him slip away now
Don't let him slip away....
...now.

times like these

2006-02-14T13:53:00.000+08:00

I am a one way motorway
I’m the one that drives away
Then follows you back home
I am a street light shiningI’m a wild light blinding bright
Burning off alone
It’s times like these you learn to live again
It’s times like these you give and give again
It’s times like these you learn to love again
It’s times like these time and time again
I am a new day rising
I’m a brand new sky
To hang the stars upon tonight
I am a little divided
Do I stay or run away
And leave it all behind?

cannonball

2006-02-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissedYou
step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on
Stones taught me to flyLove taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball
Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on
Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon
Stones taught me to flyLove taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fallAnd I don't wanna loseI
t's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

spolarium

2005-12-08T05:23:00.000+08:00

Dumidilim ang paligid. May tumawag sa pangalan ko...Labing isang palapag...Tinanong kung okey lang ako.Sabay abot ng baso...May naghihintay At bakit ba' pag nagsawa na ako, bigla na lang ayoko na! At ngayon, Di pa rin alam kung bat' tayo nandito. Puwede bang itigil muna ang pag-ikot ng mundo? Lumiwanag ang buwan!San Juan! Di ko na nasasakyan ang lahat ng bagay ay gumuguhit na lang sa'king lalamunan. Ewan mo at ewan natin...Sinong may pakana?At bakit ba tumilapon ang gintong alak diyan sa paligid mo? At ngayon Di pa rin alam kung ba't tayo nandito. Puwede bang itigil muna ang pag-ikot ng mundo? Umiyak ang umaga! Anong sinulat ni Enteng at Joey diyan sa gintong salamin? Di ko na mabasa pagkat merong nagbura! Ewan mo at ewan natin...Sinong nagpakana?At bakit ba tumilapon ang spolarium diyan sa paligid mo? At ngayon Di pa rin alamKung ba't tayo nandito... Puwede bang itigil muna ang pag-ikot ng mundo?

it's over

2005-11-28T04:03:00.000+08:00

felt like fate but a little late
to chase a dream you can't create
sure we could've made it to the end
but this i say in my defense

gues time to go is time to grow
and time to challenge what you know
i'm not constrained by the constraints
that trap you in your fucking game

you had your tears for all your fears
i had to take the wheel and steer
this was all i had and it was getting faked
no time to learn from your mistakes

and i still hear her calling ouyt my name
but those days are gone and time has flown
we'll never ever be the same again

tikman

2005-11-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

Hindi mapakali, magdamag hinahanap. Nababaliw tuwing naaalala ang init. hindi malimutan kailangang muling makamit ang tamis..sa aking mga labi. Halika't tikman ang langit.
- e. buendia

kahit pa

2005-06-28T21:23:00.000+08:00

muling lalapit
ang liwanag sa paligid
at ang tinig
na sa akin nagsasabing
hindi mapipgil ng mundo
papatunayan ang pangako

dahil kailangan ka
kailangang pakita natin tayo'y iba
at kahit pa
hindi papapigil sa mundo
at sa umagang darating
lahat ay aking kakayanin
at kahit pa ikaw lang at ako

huwag mong isipin
ang mga harang sa atin ang ihip ng hangin ay darating

bigla lang titigil ang mundo
at ang lahat ay maglalaho

hindi ko man hawak ang panahon
maging ang ikot ng buhay
basta't IKAW at IKAW pa rin!
IKAW at IKAw pa rin!

blue sky

2005-05-16T08:27:00.000+08:00

when do stars fade their light?
does the moon and the sun make it right?
for you the world maybe
like an endless storm chasing a mystery

is there hate it your heart?
does your body drop and tell you to stop
loving you or loving me
when it all falls down you just sing with me

coz there's a blue sky waitnig tomorrow
waiting tomorrow shining and shimmering
a blu sky waiting tomorrow
waiting tomorrow
maybe it's all we need

oh don't you wash away that smile
you just look out the window and see the light
it's beautiful to be alive
it's wonderful to live a life

the sun is sure to shine
for you and me for everyone
so don't be sad it's just the start
of a new beginning in your life

rain will keep on pouring
some things you can't control
and while the sun seems far and hard to hold
it will unfold

there will always be a blue sky
a blue sky waiting tomorrow

day you said goodnight

2005-05-09T17:34:00.000+08:00

Take me as you are

Push me off the road

The sadness

I need this time to be with you

I'm freezing in the sun

I'm burning in the rain

The silence

I'm screaming, calling out your name

:

And I do reside in your light

Put out the fire with me and find

Yeah, you'll lose the side of your circles

That's what I'll do if we say goodbye

To be is all I gotta be

And all that I see

And all that I need is time

To me the life you gave me

The day you said goodnight

The calmness in your face

That I see through the night

The warmth of your light is pressing unto us

You didn't ask me why

I never would have known

Oblivion is falling down

If you could only know me like your prayers at night

Then everything between you and me will be all right

She's already taken,

She's already taken,

She's already taken me

The day you said goodnight

-hale

untitled

2005-02-17T17:00:00.000+08:00

what...
...is it that you seek?
...is it that you look for?
...is it that i don't have?
is it perfection and splendor?

pardon...
..me for my shortcomings.
...me for my mistakes
...is all i'm asking for
there's no punishment i won't take

will...
...you want me to change myself
...you wish for a better me?
...you want me to be perfect?
something i'm not meant to be

if...
...i did so, would you love me?
...i did so, would you have felt?
...i did so, then i would fade
into a shadow of yourself

sleepscapes

2005-02-13T18:00:00.000+08:00

which way will you walk tonight?
is it the wishes that you dream or the fears that you fight?
just remember that whichever way you choose..
you decide whether you win or you loose...
before you sleep ask yourself this question
for soon you may have to make this decision
do you hope for illusions?
or do you want to be enlightened by the things you envision and the things you imagine ...

DON'T!

2005-02-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

Don't date because you are desperate.Don't marry because you are miserable.Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior.Don't philander because you think you are irresistible.Don't associate with people you can't trust.Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend.Don't dictate because you are smarter.Don't demand because you are stronger.Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough and know better.Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder.Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals.Don't stagnate.Don't regress.Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back.Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr/Mrs Right.Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr/Ms Wrong because yourbiological clock is ticking.Learn a new skill.Find a new friend.Start a new career.Sometimes, there is no race to be won. Only a price to be paid forsome of life's more hasty decisions.To terminate your loneliness, reach out to the homeless.To feed your nurturing instincts, care for the needy.To fulfill your parenting fantasies, get a puppy.Don't bring another life into this world for all the wrong reasons.To make yourself happy, pursue your passions and be the best of whatyou can be.Simplify your life. Take away the clutter.Get rid of destructive elements: abusive friends, nasty habits, anddangerous liaisons.Don't abandon your responsibilities but don't overdose on duty.Don't live life recklessly without thought and feeling for your family.Be true to yourself.Don't commit when you are not ready.Don't keep others waiting needlessly.Go on that trip. Don't postpone it.Say those words. Don't let the moment pass.Do what you have to, even at society's scorn.Write poetry.Love Deeply.Walk barefoot.Dance with wild abandon.Cry at the movies.Take care of yourself.Don't wait for someone to take care of you.You light up your life.You drive yourself to your destination.No one completes you - except YOU.It is true that life does not get easier with age. It only gets morechallenging.Don't be afraid. Don't lose your capacity to love.Pursue your passions.Live your dreams.Don't lose faith in your God.Don't grow old. Just grow YOU!

you'll be safe here

2005-01-13T08:26:00.000+08:00

Nobody knows
Just why we’re here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
‘Coz when nothing seems clear
You’ll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You’ll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

When the light disappears
And when this world’s insincere
You’ll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I’ll scream with you
You’ll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything’s unclear
You’ll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world’s insincere
You’ll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I’ll scream with you
You’ll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You’ll be safe here

When no one understands
I’ll believe
You’ll be safe,
You’ll be safe
You’ll be safe here
Put your heart in my handsYou’ll be safe here

The QUEST

2005-01-10T20:00:00.000+08:00

rise my friend for a new day has begun
prepare yourself for a worthwhile
take nothing when you journey
let wisdom be your guide

fear not your destiny
seek witout uncertainty
HOPE and you shall see
enlightenment will come to thee

set aside anger
set aside fear
cast out anxiety
be proud for ou are free!

crave not for vengeance
shatter not your dreams
gain strength and confidence
obey thy hearts will

as the sky is about to fade
ask question to thyself
is it worth the journey?
to where has it lead?

music

2005-01-10T05:25:00.000+08:00

"music expresses that which cannot be said and on which it is impossible to be silent."

-rudyard kipling

Time

2004-12-13T08:17:00.000+08:00

Time is the currency that we pay all our lives for the commodities of growth.experiences and achievements are but tokens that we buy while wisdom is sought by the highest bidders. However, it is our bargaining skills that determine how much or how little we get for the amount that we are willing to part with.

Life is a swindler that persuades us to pay large fractions of this fortune for souvenirs of our stupidity. Some leave it wasting idleness as others let the tax of death collect brfore it's due.

Age is the receipt of our transactions and our records are for GOD to examine in the end of our days...

umartih ka goks!

2004-11-30T17:30:00.000+08:00

just a thought... i was watching this acoustic band and i've noticed that they we're playing songs na nde naman bagay sa kanila...in fairness, magaling pa din naman sila...pero it was like they were not enjoying what their doin...

i guess being a true musician means being true to your craft. i guess it's natural..to be stuck sometimes... and that happens when your not being true to what you're doing, or you're doing something that's not your style. but if you stay true to yourself, chances are, all of it..your music, your craft...will come out on its best...just an opinion...=)

ala lang...

2004-11-30T17:17:00.000+08:00

One quote defined love. It says, "love means falling but not stumbling, being constant but not too persistent, sharing and never being unfair, understanding and trying not to demand, and hurting without keeping the pain." We lose someone we love only when we are destined to be with someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. "Don't find love, let love find you." Cliché but true...it comes without banners. As for signs, well...that's another story... That's why it's called falling in love; because you don't force yourself to fall in love--YOU JUST FALL! YOU JUST FALL REAL HARD!=)

ASTRO!

2004-11-29T17:50:00.000+08:00

Para sa tunay na lalake
Para sa tunay na lalakeng hindi natatakot
Para sa tunay na lalakeng hindi natatakot tumalon sa bangin
Para sa tunay na lalakeng lumalangoy sa salamin
Suwabe at mabango
'Wag nang mag-atubili, bumili na kayo
Heto na ang totoo
Heto na ang totoo
Para sa tunay na lalakeng lumilipad at lumulutang
Para sa tunay na lalakeng nagsi-swimming sa kalawakan
Para sa tunay na lalakeng kumakanta at niroromansa ang buwan
Para sa tunay na lalakeng kumakain ng buwan
Suwabe at mabango
'Wag nang mag-atubili, bumili na kayo
Heto na ang totooHeto na ang totoo dahil...Heto na, heto na ang...
Astro, Astro cigarettes
Astro, Astro cigarettes
Pagkatapos mong kumain, mag-yosi ka
Pagkatapos mong mag-yosi, matulog ka
Mahimbing ka, managinip ka
Mangarap ka...

ang babae sa buhay ko...

2004-11-28T09:20:00.000+08:00

mga kapatid..nde sya ang babae sa bintana..nde din sya ang babaeng alang pahinga...sya si kC, ang babaeng nagturo saken kung pano mabuhay muli..AYOS! nde din sya for sale!

"i love you more today than yesterday!!!"

i do not know why you are so special to me. i can only prove true the love that i bear thee. if you were to leave, i would be left in the dark and there will be none to shine on me...

life's soundtrack

2004-11-22T19:40:00.000+08:00

i've been sitting here now for almost 3 hours...waiting for this sh*t to work..i was clearing my mind of things in order for me to make this good...Man! i guess a have to wait and find if this thought in my mind would last...

A question, ever had any of these happen to you? it starts with the sound of the first single notes of a song lingering in the background, softly at first. As you gaze into the eyes of your lover..your lips move closer and closer to each other until they're just a heartbeat away, the first few notes you heard earlier combine with a variety others to achieve the very melody that intensely captures the heart of the moment...tapos bigla ka napakanta ng DES ES DA MOMENT!! (with matching eyes closed..ahaha)

Or how about that time when you and some friends were just hanging out...laughing, and having a good time? remember the "feel good music" let's say rainbow of southborder, that you heard on the background as all of you sang along with it, even if none of you were really sure if the lyrics you were singing at the top of you lungs were the right ones?

Or how about when you were mad, or frustrated maybe...like no one understands you..not your family, not your friends, not you gf/bf..where not even one of them could figure out. you stare at the mirror..long and hard until this adrenaline-pumping-techno-rap-metal sound in the background begins to get louder..you've decided that it's time to change...ginupit mo ang buhok mo, pinunit mo ang picture mo ng gf/bf mo! tapos binalibag mo ung aso mong alang kasalanan!

pero pare seryoso..kung sa tingin mo familiar toh...nde dahil napanood mo toh sa sine or sa favorite mong tv show..the truth is this sound familiar because, some, if not all of these, are experiences that you have gone through, the situation, the music and all. *BOW!

dedication

2004-11-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

for my fellow health professionals...this is very inspiring!

"Always treasure the gift and privelege of healing that you posses...Never take advantage of the ignorance and suffering of your clients for your glory and material gain. And most important of all...Always practice with God at your side..."

-Dra.Ramona Luisa Pablo-Santos (DLSU-HSC)

my band...sweethangover (acoustic)

2004-11-14T07:35:00.000+08:00

"Musicians are incredibly complex, and know far less than other artists what they want and what they are; their psychology is a modern development, and has not yet been understood..." - E.M. Forster

chill sa baywalk

2004-11-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

jam at baywalk....sorry sa mga d nakapunta...
performance level pa naman...watch out for our upcoming
gigs soon....hopefully...ahaha

propagandista

2004-11-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

on the tip of my tounge...
an offensive is poised and rearing
my intention...a BULLET!
my body...a TRIGGER FINGER!

my secret arsenal...
an infinite,agless inkwell...
a foundation of youth
a patriots weapon of choice...

a "computer propagandista...."

bulakbol

2004-11-08T22:00:00.000+08:00

walang hinihintay

kundi ang pagsakay

isang saglit na lang

di na maglilibang

kapag lumilingon

biglang nawawala

ako'y tumatalon

at siya'y tumutula

lumilindol...

naghahabol...

hanggang kailan ka bang bulakbol?

saan dinadala

tinik sa iyong paa

subalit datapwat

biglang magkakalat

kapag lumilingon

biglang mawawala

ako'y sinasabon

at siya'y bumubula

walang hinihintay

di na makasabay

isang saglit na lang

di na magbibilang

-the mongols

closing cycles by Paolo Coelho

2004-11-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you eave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill. None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else. Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important. Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are. "Love is a commitment of the heart that will stand the test of wavering emotions, intellectual rationalizing, circumstantial allure, hormonal infatuation, and even the wounds of your lover. Anything less is not true love."

kwarto

2004-10-26T18:00:00.000+08:00

maglilinis ako ng aking kwarto na puno ng galit at damit at mga bagay na hindi ko na kailangan...
nakaraang hindi na pwedeng ipagpaliban...
mga liham ng luma kongpag-ibig at litrato ng isang kahapong maligalig...
dahan-dahan kong inipon, ngunit ngayon kelangan ko ng itapon...

di ko na kayang mabuhay pa sa kahapon
kaya mula ngayon, mula ngayon...

may jacket mong nabubulok sa sulok at inaalikabok na sa lungkot...
may panyo ding ilang ulit ng niluhaan..isang patak sa bawat beses na
tayo ay nasasaktan...

alaala ng lumuluhang kahapon
dahan dahan ko na ring kinakahon
natagpuan ko na ang tunay na ligaya
lumabas ako ng kwarto't naron sya...

kaya mula ngayon, magpapaalam na sayo ang aking kwarto...BABAYU!

ganjazz

2004-10-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

When the moon shines, from the heavens above,
life will be sweet,so green and so young
hemp will be ruling my brothers again
if you got the ganja, then pass it my friend
When the moon shines, from the heavens above,
life will be sweet so green and so young
i open my mind as i lie on the floor
join me as we both live in extacy.
Dive in our hands and you’ll see
Send me away…
While the song winds, id be bouncing around
id just be chilling and standing we ground
Opening the hearts of the people as we
sing on melodies that makes us so free
While your mind flies, we’ll be playing our song
killing the buzz that we have all along
Toke up and dope up is all that we do
Fuck it fool we never said that you should too

-cheese-

oh man! reminds me of my college days...paycelabenrakenrol! \m/

kwentuhan

2004-10-19T09:40:00.000+08:00

minsan nangyari toh sa buhay ko. sa antipolo..sa retreat house, kasama ko ang isang ka-auxi ko.

kanina pa tayo magkasama

umaga na pala...

maya-maya lang ay may araw na

kahit tayo'y pagod, buong mundo ay tulog

ikaw at ako

derederetso lang na walang pakialam

kwentuhan lang..ala namang masama

usap lang..ibaon muna sa limot ang lungkot

tatawa tayo sabay seryoso

unti-unti kang nakikilala

ang sarap mo palang kasama

dati kasi, tahimik ka lang palagi

ngunit ngayong gabi,

parang kay rami rami mo nang sinabi

kwentuhan lang..ala namang masama

usap lang..ibaon muna sa limot ang lungkot

...dahil gusto kitang makilala't makasama

umaga na tulog ka na

kay himbing mong managinip

kay sarap sarap mong umidlip

samahan muna kita...

samahan ka, wala namang masama...

kung samahan ka, kahit tingin nila ay masama...

samahan pa din kita...

music

2004-10-18T14:05:00.000+08:00

music is like languages: the more languages you're able to speak, the better person it makes you!

jeepney music!

2004-10-11T18:10:00.000+08:00

thinkin of my everyday urban life...aside from hearing the distinct rhythm of people,marching like ants as they walk from mall to mall, office to office, accompanied by their blending voices. also aside from hearing different engines or any engine like sound you can imagine...more interesting than this however, is the distinct music that i hear from the uniquely different jeepneys that i've come to know very well...

i guess, given the fact that regardless of what music the jeepney driver put on, it's still a treat that adds to the experience of commuting...some people say "you are what u eat!" but for me this time is "YOU ARE WHAT YOU RIDE" the fact that the jeepney is a status symbol for our country will never change, and the fact that, just like a person, a jeepney reflects some kind of "personality" as shown by the music it plays. the streets now, for me, becomes one large music store where i can sample their wares four just 5 pesos and fifty centavos, and each jeepney is a listening booth where i can sit back and enjoy my trip. with this in mind, the saying that "it is not the destination, it's the journey which takes you there" really proves to be true...

Echo

2004-10-11T05:16:00.000+08:00

There's something about the look in youreyes
Something I noticed when the light wasjust right
It reminded me twice that I was alive
And it reminded me that you're so worththe fight
My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I'venot seen?
Something infinitely interesting
There's something about the way you move
I see your mouth in slow motion when you sing
More subtle than something, someonecontrives
Your movements echo that I have seen the real thing
Your biggest fear will be the rescue of you
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear...something I'venot seen?
Something infinitely interesting

-incubus

ayaw pa paawat...usapang malupet! (PART 2)

2004-10-08T17:07:00.001+08:00

ryangoan823: sige lang..usap pa tyo...
ryangoan823: enjoy naman dba?
maisa_chinkee8: goks aka goksmeister, the blogger, the addict, the love of kv
ryangoan823: kv?
ryangoan823: baka kc...
maisa_chinkee8: kc pla
ryangoan823: UHUH!
maisa_chinkee8: eh sori na
ryangoan823: kaw may gusto ka ba sabihin??
ryangoan823: labas molang yan!
ryangoan823: ipopost ko toh sa blogsite ko...
ryangoan823: usapang malupet!
maisa_chinkee8: May iniisip akong mga pagkakataon sa buhay ko na nasayang
ryangoan823: go!
ryangoan823: share molang...
maisa_chinkee8: pero hindi ko lang maintindihan kung dpat ba talga syang sabihing syang or sana pla
ryangoan823: feel free to say anything...this is a free country u know?
maisa_chinkee8: dahil sa buhay pla natin, hindi mo maintindihan ang bagay hanggat hindi mo nalalagpasan
ryangoan823: tama ka jan..pero may mga bagay na sadyang naiintindihan lang din naten...
ryangoan823: un ung mga praktikal na bagay..
ryangoan823: may mga bagay din na kelangan pang ulit ulitin para lang maintindihan natin..
ryangoan823: may mga bagay naman na d talaga natin maintindihan...maisa_chinkee8: dhil ang buhay natin madaming limitasyon
ryangoan823: oo tama ka jan kapatid...
maisa_chinkee8: at sa sobrang dami na nya, dinadagdagan pa na kaisipan ng tao
ryangoan823: pero..tunay ngang masarap mabuhay..
ryangoan823: napakaswerte naten dahil tyo ay humihinga..
ryangoan823: sa buahy kase..ating nararamdaman.
.ryangoan823: lungkot man o tuwa...
maisa_chinkee8: sa buhay kase...nararamdaman natin ang uhaw ng pagibig
ryangoan823: ang importante..tayo'y BUHAY! we feel... we love...
maisa_chinkee8: at pag kapawi ng uhaw, masasabi mong masarap mabuhay... prang ganito
maisa_chinkee8: pero naisip mo ba na bakit kelangan makadama ng pagibig bago mo masabing msarap mabuhay
ryangoan823: un nga ang masarap..mag hirap....
ryangoan823: parang sa sex..
ryangoan823: masakit pero masarap..
ryangoan823: pero minsan wag mo pilitin kase baka dumugo....
maisa_chinkee8: haha...
ryangoan823: pero tama naman ako diba???
maisa_chinkee8: masakit pero masarap...
ryangoan823: ang buhay parang sex..
ryangoan823: minsan nasa taas ka..minsan nasa baba ka..
ryangoan823: may mga bagay na d para sayo kaya "WAG MONG PILITIN BAKA DUMUGO!"
maisa_chinkee8: TAMA KA DYAN...
ryangoan823: maymga bagay naman na kelangan mong paghirapan...
ryangoan823: kaya "MASAKIT PERO MASARAP!"
ryangoan823: may mga bagay naman na d na dapat mangyari..dapat ng pigilan..kaya "TAMA NA HUNNEY! TAMA NA!"
maisa_chinkee8: ang buhay may mga limitasyon..."WAG MONG PILITIN BAKA DUMUGO!""TAMA NA HUNNEY! TAMA NA!"
ryangoan823: may mga bagay naman na sobrang saya kapag nangyari kaya "OH! GOD!"
ryangoan823: ganyan anag buhay parang sex....
ryangoan823: dats ol..tenk ya..
maisa_chinkee8: haha...
ryangoan823: ayos ba?
maisa_chinkee8: ayos nga eh
ryangoan823: so ano post ko na toh?
ryangoan823: o usap pa tyo...
ryangoan823: may gusto ka pa bang pag usapan????
maisa_chinkee8: WE have options and choices then we decide kaya may nasa taas at may nasa baba...
ryangoan823: TAMA!
maisa_chinkee8: at ang buhay nasa pagdadala, prang sex
maisa_chinkee8: depende kung panu mo dadalhin sa point na yun
ryangoan823: ahaha..tama ka jan..gets ko....
ryangoan823: diskarteng marino....ahahahah
ryangoan823: santong paspasan....
ryangoan823: kanya kanyang diskarte...
maisa_chinkee8: kanya-kanyang style din
ryangoan823: tama...
maisa_chinkee8: dahil ang bawat isa sa atin ay may kanya-kanyang trademark
maisa_chinkee8: haha
ryangoan823: may style an nakaharap...kung san hinaharap mo lahat ng bagay..
ryangoan823: may nakataliko..kung san takot kang harapin ang katotohanan..
ryangoan823: may nakadapa...parang tinulugan mo na lang ang problema....
ryangoan823: mayn paikot-ikot..ala naman pupuntahan...
ryangoan823: meron ding pruo palabok..parang foreplay..ala namang resulta...
ryangoan823: haaaaay..
ryangoan823: buhay...parang sex...
maisa_chinkee8: haha, may nakalimutan ka
maisa_chinkee8: panu pagnakaupo?
ryangoan823: ano?
ryangoan823: pag nakaupo..parang pinagdedesiyonan mo mabuti....kase "lets sit and talk a while..."
ryangoan823: ayos ba?
maisa_chinkee8: ayos!!!
maisa_chinkee8: pareho tayo ng naiisip na reason.
ryangoan823: APIR!
ryangoan823: BERIGUD jabjabjab!
maisa_chinkee8: ISANG PADYAK PA!!!
ryangoan823: *uuuuuummmmm!
ryangoan823: lokohan na toh...
ryangoan823: post ko na toh..

usapang malupet! (PART 1)

2004-10-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

BUZZ!!!
maisa_chinkee8: nawala ka eh
ryangoan823: ahahaha..taena gusto ko magsulat..
ryangoan823: d pako masyado mainspire..
ryangoan823: aprang gusto ko magsulat sa pagibig..
ryangoan823: i mean ung 2ngkol sa pagibig.
.maisa_chinkee8: sulat mo lang kung anu nararamdaman mo
maisa_chinkee8: sigaw ng damdamin
ryangoan823: uhuh
maisa_chinkee8: wag ka ng magdhilan ng kung anu pa man
ryangoan823: ayos yan ah..
maisa_chinkee8: di mo maiisip yan kung hindi mo nararamdaman
ryangoan823: "SIGAW NG DAMDAMIN"
maisa_chinkee8: PUCHA!!!
maisa_chinkee8: i got carried away
ryangoan823: ayos ka talaga..
ryangoan823: SIGAW NG DAMDAMIN...IKAW! alam mo na kung sino ka...kelangan kita..duamting man sa punto na akoy namroblema...nais kong pasalamatan..sa pagpapadama mo sa akin ng pag ibig na walang kapantay,,ikaw lang ang nakapagbigay....oh kc...ahhahhaha
ryangoan823: ala lang..
ryangoan823: ayos ba??
ryangoan823: ngyn lang yan..
maisa_chinkee8: PUCHA
maisa_chinkee8: carried away ka din?
ryangoan823: mejo...
maisa_chinkee8: pero hindi din
maisa_chinkee8: PUSO!
ryangoan823: lumalabas na anamn ang aking pagka blogger...
ryangoan823: ahhahahah
maisa_chinkee8: SIGE GAMITIN MO YAN.
maisa_chinkee8: SIGAW NG DAMDAMIN
ryangoan823: pero d pa ako satisfied..
ryangoan823: konte pa..
ryangoan823: konting seryoso pa..
ryangoan823: pano na???
maisa_chinkee8: d pa ako satisfied...
maisa_chinkee8: bbakit ang tao di nasasatisfy?....
maisa_chinkee8: bbakit ang di ka nasasatisfy?....
ryangoan823: kase ang we have unlimited wants...
ryangoan823: according to philo101..
maisa_chinkee8: tama....
maisa_chinkee8: at may bgay bgay...
maisa_chinkee8: na hinahanap mo
maisa_chinkee8: kahit alam mong nasa iyo na, hawak mo na
maisa_chinkee8: di ka pa din nasasatisfy
ryangoan823: may mga bagay naman na nasa kamay na naten pero d naten napapansin....
ryangoan823: o kaya naman we just take it for granted..
maisa_chinkee8: dhil ayaw mong mawala sa'yo kung ano yunn na sayo na
maisa_chinkee8: kahit andyan na...pilit mo pa ding hinahanp
maisa_chinkee8: dahil namimiss mo
ryangoan823: TAMA!
ryangoan823: pero kelangan may marunong tyong tumanggap kung anuman ang ibinigay sa atin..
ryangoan823: kase mamaya baka ito na alng ang pinakaimportante sa buhay nten.mawala pa..sayang naman diba??
maisa_chinkee8: tama ka dyan
ryangoan823: haaaay nako..buhay..
ryangoan823: pero ngayn maligaya ako..
ryangoan823: alam mo kung bakit?
maisa_chinkee8: kunwari hindi ko alam
maisa_chinkee8: HINDI!!!
maisa_chinkee8: BAKET?
ryangoan823: kase may bagay na nde ko inaasahan na dumating pero nangyari....
ryangoan823: dumating sa buhay ko si KC....
ryangoan823: alam mo...
maisa_chinkee8: ano?
ryangoan823: sobrang natutuwa ang puso ko kase may taong katulad nya na nagmamahal sakin...
ryangoan823: parang imposible talagang mangyari..
maisa_chinkee8: kakaiyak...
ryangoan823: pero...nangyari..
maisa_chinkee8: at ganu din naman sya sayo eh
ryangoan823: at salamat dahil nangyari..
ryangoan823: may mga bagay na nawala...
maisa_chinkee8: accidents really do happen in our lives
ryangoan823: pero atleast may duamting..
ryangoan823: at sya na un..
ryangoan823: haaaaaaay...
maisa_chinkee8: accidents really do happen in our lives
maisa_chinkee8: or lets not call it accident..
maisa_chinkee8: biglaan
maisa_chinkee8: akalang mong wala pero dumatin
maisa_chinkee8: impromptu pero perfect
ryangoan823: biglaan...in a sense na d mo akse inaasahan..bagay na dumarating ng d mo namamalayan..impossible,parang sa sine lang nagaganap,pero nde pala..nde rin sya panaginip...kundi pawang katotohanan..at salamat at ako'y buhay apra aking masaksihan..ang magandang bagay na inalaan sa akin ng poong may-kapal...
maisa_chinkee8: PUTA!!!
maisa_chinkee8: GOks, where are you?
ryangoan823: bakit naman???
ryangoan823: m here...
maisa_chinkee8: kaw ba yan?
maisa_chinkee8: gcng gcng
ryangoan823: oo naman..
an823: bakit?
ryangoan823: si goks toh..
ryangoan823: goks aka goksmeister the blogger...
ryangoan823: sige lang..usap pa tyo...
ryangoan823: enjoy naman dba?

ASTIG TO CHONG!

2004-10-05T06:54:00.000+08:00

teka teka, mahirap naman kung lagi na lang tyong seryoso...so, eto...man-trip muna tyo!

eto na.. eto na...

Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at CmabrigdeUinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are,the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at therghit pclae.The rset can be a total mses and you can sitll raed itwouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed erveylteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.Amzanig huh?

bigdaddy...i owe u one man! peaceloveandrockandroll!!!

atat...

2004-10-05T01:05:00.000+08:00

minsan may mga kanta tayong naririnig tapos feeling naten na tyo ung nasa kanta...

nakakatawa lang isipin na parang napakatanda ko na para maging ganito...

kaya sana wag nyo ko tawanan...

wag nyo ko pag-isipan ng kung anuman...

gusto ko sanang makita ka

kanina pa ako atat sa'yo

medyo naiipit lang ako

sana'y maghintay ka lang

hindi ako mapakali

sa aking upuan

wala na dito ang isip ko

nauna na riyan

malapit na kase ang uwian

sa wakas makikita muli kita

patungo na po ako

sa sasakyan

wala bang jeep na di puno?

sasabit na lang

tama bang bumuhos na lang bigla ang ulan?

shempre lusaw ang

engineering ng buhok

medyo malapit na ako

sa eskwela mo

sana'y matupad na ang nais ko...

-rivermaya

(between the stars and waves album)

"samahan nyo ko sa isang paglalakbay"

2004-10-04T17:01:00.000+08:00

well, para sa mga ka-auxi ko..nde ito ang talk ni tita dolly...ahahhapero grabe pala talagang tong blogspot! nakaka adik!eh, eto na naman ako..nakiki-uso...ahaha! mejo nag-isip ako kung ano ang susunod ko na pwede ilagay...mejo dumaan sa aking isipan na nag post pala ako dati bago ako mag boards sa PRM yahoo goups..at mejo bumulaga lang sa aking isipan muli ang aking mga pinagdaanan...kaya kung inyong mamarapatin hayaan nyo na isama ko kayo sa isang paglalakbay...

july29,2004:

well, malapit na mag boards,d na mabibilang ang mga oras and pupunta nako sa testing center ko, uupo nako sa examination seat ko and i don't know what will happen next...truly and i'm proud to say that my college life is over and the board exam is yet another experience...pero after the boards ano na ba talaga??? =( but, thinkin of the countless hours of studying anatomy, physiology, kinesiology, neuroanatomy,etc... i would just like to share to you guys what ive learned from my former mentors which guided me. it all started with a question: papaano mo masasabi na MAGALING ka? hindi porke't mayaman ka, magna cum laude o magiging board top notcher ka e MAGALING ka....hindi din porke't maimpluwensiya ka, o di kaya e madami kang connections, o kahit na successful ka sa career mo ngayon...papaano mo masasabing MAGALING ka?MAGALING ka kapag ginagamit mo ang kakayahan at talino mo upang gamutin nang walang reklamo ang pasyente mo...MAGALING ka kapag hindi nababayaran ang prinsipyo mo...MAGALING ka kapag ginagamit mo ang lahat ng iyong makakaya upang tulungan ang iyong kapwa at ang inang bayan....pero sa totoo lang guys, nakakapraning talaga tong boards na toh...alam ko d lahat ng makakabasa nito eh, makakarelate saken pero siguro this is just one way of releasing my tension...sobrang naiiyak na talaga ako... isama nyo na lang ako sa mga dasal nyo...salamat sa inyong lahat....paycelabenrakenrol!

ah shiet! flashback! pzzZZZZzzZZZZZZzzzzzZZZZZzZZZzzzzZZZZZZZZzzzzzZZt!

"Tsong,Relax ka lang. Hindi ko na-feel yan, pero I am imagining na parang kapagmay test kang pagdadaanan na isang major test or whatever. Kayang-kaya mo yan. Maniwala ka sakin - MAGALING KA! Si Superfriend na bahala sayo. Basta ba't nag-aral ka e. :)"

"goks!!!! :) (thats why something tells me that i have to open thisspecific daily digest from my inbox becoz i dont normally hve enuftime to read all the messages in my inbox kaya minsan nadedelete nalang)...its a gud thing i caught up with this email of urs before itgets to be deleted...well, first and foremost re ur email...U are thatperson...MAGALING KA goks!!! :) trust me!!! not ONLY becoz, as uvementioned, ur capabilities to pass, even to top the boards but becoz umade use of every talent God has given u...really, i think there isntanybody talented as u are, that i know very well, who put them intogood use and even shared it with people who havent really discoveredtheirs yet...uknow, self-sacrifice small or big, as long as the service rendered isgenuine, never comes unnoticed....for it and it alone, u will recievejust recompense of reward.....i know u can do it goks....believe inurself...becoz i do!!! :) and no matter wat happens, ur still datgreat person as uv always been to me!! :)"

"gudluck sa boards mo!!! sobrang proud kami sayo. kta tayo. isang starbucks ka ulit sakin pagnapasa mo. hehe. :) ingat palagi"

"anak, kayang kaya mo yan! go meet your destiny"

sa inyong lahat, salamat sa lahat ng suportang binigay nyo saken!

malapit na ang pebrero..lalaban ulit tyo!..PUSO...PUSO!!!

new deep

2004-10-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

i'm so alive..i'm so enlightened
i can barely survive a night in my mind
i've got a plan..
i'm gonna find out just how boring i am...

ever since i've tried trying not to find every little meaning in my life...
ive been fine..i've been cool...
with my new golden rule...

numb is the new deep...
done with the old me...
and talk is the same cheap it's been...

i'm a new man..
you wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed
i know what you'll say..
"this won't last longer than the rest of the day"
but you're wrong this time...