11.30.2004

umartih ka goks!

just a thought... i was watching this acoustic band and i've noticed that they we're playing songs na nde naman bagay sa kanila...in fairness, magaling pa din naman sila...pero it was like they were not enjoying what their doin...
i guess being a true musician means being true to your craft. i guess it's natural..to be stuck sometimes... and that happens when your not being true to what you're doing, or you're doing something that's not your style. but if you stay true to yourself, chances are, all of it..your music, your craft...will come out on its best...just an opinion...=)

ala lang...

One quote defined love. It says, "love means falling but not stumbling, being constant but not too persistent, sharing and never being unfair, understanding and trying not to demand, and hurting without keeping the pain." We lose someone we love only when we are destined to be with someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. "Don't find love, let love find you." Cliché but true...it comes without banners. As for signs, well...that's another story... That's why it's called falling in love; because you don't force yourself to fall in love--YOU JUST FALL! YOU JUST FALL REAL HARD!=)

11.29.2004

ASTRO!


Para sa tunay na lalake
Para sa tunay na lalakeng hindi natatakot
Para sa tunay na lalakeng hindi natatakot tumalon sa bangin
Para sa tunay na lalakeng lumalangoy sa salamin
Suwabe at mabango
'Wag nang mag-atubili, bumili na kayo
Heto na ang totoo
Heto na ang totoo
Para sa tunay na lalakeng lumilipad at lumulutang
Para sa tunay na lalakeng nagsi-swimming sa kalawakan
Para sa tunay na lalakeng kumakanta at niroromansa ang buwan
Para sa tunay na lalakeng kumakain ng buwan
Suwabe at mabango
'Wag nang mag-atubili, bumili na kayo
Heto na ang totooHeto na ang totoo dahil...Heto na, heto na ang...
Astro, Astro cigarettes
Astro, Astro cigarettes
Pagkatapos mong kumain, mag-yosi ka
Pagkatapos mong mag-yosi, matulog ka
Mahimbing ka, managinip ka
Mangarap ka...

11.28.2004

ang babae sa buhay ko...

mga kapatid..nde sya ang babae sa bintana..nde din sya ang babaeng alang pahinga...sya si kC, ang babaeng nagturo saken kung pano mabuhay muli..AYOS! nde din sya for sale!



"i love you more today than yesterday!!!"

i do not know why you are so special to me. i can only prove true the love that i bear thee. if you were to leave, i would be left in the dark and there will be none to shine on me...

11.22.2004

life's soundtrack

i've been sitting here now for almost 3 hours...waiting for this sh*t to work..i was clearing my mind of things in order for me to make this good...Man! i guess a have to wait and find if this thought in my mind would last...
A question, ever had any of these happen to you? it starts with the sound of the first single notes of a song lingering in the background, softly at first. As you gaze into the eyes of your lover..your lips move closer and closer to each other until they're just a heartbeat away, the first few notes you heard earlier combine with a variety others to achieve the very melody that intensely captures the heart of the moment...tapos bigla ka napakanta ng DES ES DA MOMENT!! (with matching eyes closed..ahaha)
Or how about that time when you and some friends were just hanging out...laughing, and having a good time? remember the "feel good music" let's say rainbow of southborder, that you heard on the background as all of you sang along with it, even if none of you were really sure if the lyrics you were singing at the top of you lungs were the right ones?
Or how about when you were mad, or frustrated maybe...like no one understands you..not your family, not your friends, not you gf/bf..where not even one of them could figure out. you stare at the mirror..long and hard until this adrenaline-pumping-techno-rap-metal sound in the background begins to get louder..you've decided that it's time to change...ginupit mo ang buhok mo, pinunit mo ang picture mo ng gf/bf mo! tapos binalibag mo ung aso mong alang kasalanan!
pero pare seryoso..kung sa tingin mo familiar toh...nde dahil napanood mo toh sa sine or sa favorite mong tv show..the truth is this sound familiar because, some, if not all of these, are experiences that you have gone through, the situation, the music and all. *BOW!

11.16.2004

dedication

for my fellow health professionals...this is very inspiring!

"Always treasure the gift and privelege of healing that you posses...Never take advantage of the ignorance and suffering of your clients for your glory and material gain. And most important of all...Always practice with God at your side..."
-Dra.Ramona Luisa Pablo-Santos (DLSU-HSC)

11.14.2004

my band...sweethangover (acoustic)








"Musicians are incredibly complex, and know far less than other artists what they want and what they are; their psychology is a modern development, and has not yet been understood..." - E.M. Forster

11.11.2004

chill sa baywalk


jam at baywalk....sorry sa mga d nakapunta...
performance level pa naman...watch out for our upcoming
gigs soon....hopefully...ahaha Posted by Hello

11.09.2004

propagandista

on the tip of my tounge...
an offensive is poised and rearing
my intention...a BULLET!
my body...a TRIGGER FINGER!

my secret arsenal...
an infinite,agless inkwell...
a foundation of youth
a patriots weapon of choice...

a "computer propagandista...."









11.08.2004

bulakbol

walang hinihintay
kundi ang pagsakay
isang saglit na lang
di na maglilibang
kapag lumilingon
biglang nawawala
ako'y tumatalon
at siya'y tumutula
lumilindol...
naghahabol...
hanggang kailan ka bang bulakbol?
saan dinadala
tinik sa iyong paa
subalit datapwat
biglang magkakalat
kapag lumilingon
biglang mawawala
ako'y sinasabon
at siya'y bumubula
walang hinihintay
di na makasabay
isang saglit na lang
di na magbibilang
-the mongols

closing cycles by Paolo Coelho

One always has to know when a stage comes to an end. If we insist on staying longer than the necessary time, we lose the happiness and the meaning of the other stages we have to go through. Closing cycles, shutting doors, ending chapters - whatever name we give it, what matters is to leave in the past the moments of life that have finished. Did you lose your job? Has a loving relationship come to an end? Did you eave your parents' house? Gone to live abroad? Has a long-lasting friendship ended all of a sudden? You can spend a long time wondering why this has happened. You can tell yourself you won't take another step until you find out why certain things that were so important and so solid in your life have turned into dust, just like that. But such an attitude will be awfully stressing for everyone involved: your parents, your husband or wife, your friends, your children, your sister, everyone will be finishing chapters, turning over new leaves, getting on with life, and they will all feel bad seeing you at a standstill. None of us can be in the present and the past at the same time, not even when we try to understand the things that happen to us. What has passed will not return: we cannot for ever be children, late adolescents, sons that feel guilt or rancor towards our parents, lovers who day and night relive an affair with someone who has gone away and has not the least intention of coming back. Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away. That is why it is so important (however painful it may be!) to destroy souvenirs, move, give lots of things away to orphanages, sell or donate the books you have at home. Everything in this visible world is a manifestation of the invisible world, of what is going on in our hearts and getting rid of certain memories also means making some room for other memories to take their place. Let things go. Release them. Detach yourself from them. Nobody plays this life with marked cards, so sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. Do not expect anything in return, do not expect your efforts to be appreciated, your genius to be discovered, your love to be understood. Stop turning on your emotional television to watch the same program over and over again, the one that shows how much you suffered from a certain loss: that is only poisoning you, nothing else. Nothing is more dangerous than not accepting love relationships that are broken off, work that is promised but there is no starting date, decisions that are always put off waiting for the "ideal moment." Before a new chapter is begun, the old one has to be finished: tell yourself that what has passed will never come back. Remember that there was a time when you could live without that thing or that person - nothing is irreplaceable, a habit is not a need. This may sound so obvious, it may even be difficult, but it is very important. Closing cycles. Not because of pride, incapacity or arrogance, but simply because that no longer fits your life. Shut the door, change the record, clean the house, shake off the dust. Stop being who you were, and change into who you are. "Love is a commitment of the heart that will stand the test of wavering emotions, intellectual rationalizing, circumstantial allure, hormonal infatuation, and even the wounds of your lover. Anything less is not true love."